February 2, 2009

Anticipating...

I'm still here and definitely still have a baby waiting to be born. I slept in the recliner for most of the night last night, and Kurt told me it made him sad when he came in and saw me there this morning because I'm so uncomfortable. I think both of us are ready to move into the next chapter. Well, it's not a chapter, it's basically a new life! I just feel so incapable of anything right now, being this big. I sound like a huge complainer---I know that pregnancy is a blessing, and there are so many people who experience infertility. I never want to take it for granted that pregnancy came easily for us. [But] I am just ready to wear regular clothes again and cuddle my new baby.

I'm basically just doing last-minute things around the house...writing thank-yous, laundry, straightening. I wish I could say that a true "nesting instinct" has kicked in with a burst of energy, but that hasn't happened. I have the desire to finish things up around here but not the ability---frustrating!

No labor symptoms or anything...just a TON of movement from little Evy. Seriously, last night it was almost comical she was moving so much. Just rolling and stretching, pushing my body to its limits. I'm still in complete awe that it won't be long until she's here. I feel like its been such a journey, and I didn't even have a difficult or high-risk pregnancy. Thank you for all of your encouragement through this...I can't wait for YOU to meet her as well. Let's just hope it's soon!


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3 comments:

mrs.leah.maria said...

Boo to how uncomfortable you are, we can't wait to meet little Evy either!!!

Gator Mommy said...

If you go back and look at my blog from July it looks exactly the same as yours, but I was definatly more whinny (it was HOT). So I remember your pain.

The crazy thing is that after she is born you will be a little sad that you are not pregnant anymore. I know you are thinking that there is NO way (I said the exact same thing) but it's true! I remember holding my new baby and being over the moon with joy but also not understanding how I could feel sad at the same time. Hormones are wonderful things :)~ and you will be crying for no reason at all. We are just so excited for you and Kurt and can't wait to meet Evy!

Kat Fish said...

Your nursery looks absolutely amazing. I love love love it. So little girl looking. That baby shower cake is beautiful. And the picture of you and Kurt kissing.....awwwwwwwwwww.
Too Cute! You look so pretty in that picture. It reminds me of I Love Lucy. Looks like we will be seeing some fabulous professional like pics of little Evy. Good job Kurt!
Now, we'll be praying for an easy delivery. ;-)