December 4, 2009

From Ashley's Artistry

Hi everyone :)

This is something I've been thinking about for awhile now. For many reasons, it's time for me to stop painting as a business.

This isn't life-changing news, and nothing weird has happened. I just have way, way too much on my plate. Evy is getting to an age where she's nearly mobile, and she just can't sit in the bouncy seat while I paint anymore. My house, husband, time with the Lord, baby, etc. etc. etc. need my attention. I really desire to sit and enjoy my family in the evenings, instead of painting like I have to do sometimes.

We'll also be putting our house on the market, packing, and moving in the next 6-7 months or so, and the thought of that alone is overwhelming. I need for these last few months here to be as stress-free and enjoyable as possible.

Don't get me wrong, it's not like I've had traffic pouring in and I'm painting 10 canvases a week. It's actually pretty manageable. But combined with the other things that I do, it's something I need to let go. I really do have a peace that this is the time.

It still blows me away that people would actually want to buy my artwork. I'll let you in on a little secret: I have terrible insecurities when it comes to my painting. When I start a new one, I am terrified that the person I'm painting for will hate it. That's why I rarely give my paintings as gifts. I am convinced that the person will inwardly groan and say "Oh, great. A painting." The whole reason I started this business was to help contribute to my grandfather's ministry, Ventures for Christ. Kurt and I will soon be in a position to where we can freely contribute to Ventures without me painting. Please understand me: I have loved painting for you. I'm honored to paint for you! But so many factors are telling me it's time to stop.

So, with that said, here's the deal: I will still take Christmas orders until Monday, December 7th. I will take regular canvas orders until January 15th, and then I will no longer take any new orders. I feel comfortable with that date, and it will be a good time to end.

I don't know if I will start painting again as a business--you never know! The plan right now is that I will put a few pieces for sale in Bloom, a boutique in Cape Girardeau. That way I can still have the creative outlet of painting, but it will be when I feel like it and I can paint any design I think up. My friend Michaelyn manages the store, and we've talked about it here and there. So we shall see!

Obviously, if you reallyreallyreally want a canvas in the future and my style suits you, feel free to email me. I'm not going into hibernation! :) But officially, my business will be closed after January 15th.

Thank you for affirming me and my work!

xoxo,

6 comments:

Love Being a Nonny said...

I'm sure this is a very bittersweet time for you. I have the same insecurities when it comes to giving something I make. You will probably feel a *weight* lifted off you that you didn't even know existed.

God bless you...and keep painting in your heart!

Sarah said...

Ashley, your work is amazing...Ansley's canvas is one of my favorite things in her room. However, I completely respect and understand your decision to spend more time with your little family. I can't wait to see what pieces you make for Bloom!

mrs.leah.maria said...

Wow Ashely, I second that this must be bittersweet. For me though, I am sooooo proud of you as a friend! Especially since you've found a way to continue through the boutique! Amazing!

Tiffany said...

I think you are very talented. And I'm sure it is bittersweet to let this creative outlet go. Hopefully when things are more settled, you can get back to painting, even if it is just for you. I think it shows a lot of wisdom and maturity on your part to be able to walk away at this time, for all the reasons you named above. We'll all be sorry to see it go, but I know the Lord is going to bless you abundantly in so many other areas of your life in the very near future. What an exciting time for you and your family! Blessings!

Sarah Denley said...

I have been wondering how you were making it all work ;) Proud of you for keeping your priorities right! It's so hard for me to believe you are insecure about ANYTHING....sometimes I think "Wow! How can she paint, sing, take the BEST pictures, decorate her home so beautifully, ect and do it all so well? And I'm really good at um, let's see, wiping tushes?" Ha!

Christy said...

hi! I am glad that you are doing what is best for your family :)
Thank you for your offer, I would LOVE a header. I have tried and am html retarded. you are very sweet :)